When you’ve spent decades being told you’re guessing, overthinking, getting it wrong, or imagining things, you eventually stop trusting your own judgement. Not because it’s flawed — but because you’ve been trained to doubt it.

You start second-guessing your instincts.
You question your memory.
You wonder if you are the problem.

Then you begin the right kind of therapy.

Slowly, carefully, things start to unravel.
The past is looked at properly.
Patterns are named.
Events are placed in context.

And something profound happens.

Your worst fears — the ones you were told were irrational — are verified.
Your original thoughts are confirmed.
What you sensed from the beginning turns out to be true.

With a good psychologist, you discover this:
You were never crazy.
You were never “fucked up.”
You weren’t imagining it.

You knew.

You always knew.

The real damage wasn’t your intuition — it was learning to ignore it.

The lesson is simple, but powerful:
Never dismiss your gut feeling.
And if you doubt yourself, seek professional help — not reassurance from the people who benefit from your confusion.

I’ve been seeking help for over 15 years, across France and Spain.
And now I’m finally ready to fully listen — and to take appropriate action.

Better late than never.

Clarity doesn’t erase the past, but it does give you your future back.