I have to confess something.

While everyone around me seemed to be floating in some mystical cloud of awareness after reading The Power of Now, I found myself… twitchy. Impatient. Restless. And — dare I say it — a little irritated.

Eckhart Tolle’s teachings are deep, no doubt. But as someone who’s spent much of life surviving, fixing, achieving, and getting things done, sitting with his quiet, slow, spacious voice was like trying to meditate in a thunderstorm of my own mind.

The YouTube videos? Even harder. The pace. The silence. The blank staring. I found myself wanting to shake the screen and say, “Yes, but what do I DO?!”

And that’s when I realized something:

His slowness wasn’t the problem. It was my nervous system, still trained in hypervigilance and productivity, that couldn’t bear to pause.

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🌿 Trauma meets stillness — and it panics.

For trauma survivors — especially those with a strong fawn/fight instinct — stillness can feel unsafe. The nervous system is wired to keep moving, keep fixing, keep scanning for threat.

To sit in silence and not do anything?
To be told that “you are not your thoughts”?
To observe your inner pain without trying to solve it?

That’s not just hard. That can feel impossible.

So if you’ve ever struggled with Eckhart’s teachings — you’re not alone. That resistance is not a failure. It’s a perfectly understandable trauma response. And you can meet even that with compassion.

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🧘‍♀️ Still… There Were Moments

There were moments in the books — or in the calm between my own storms — where something landed. Deeply. Quietly. Like a key turning in a long-forgotten lock.

Here are some of the passages I did carry with me:

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💬 “Realize deeply that the present moment is all you ever have. Make the Now the primary focus of your life.”

🌱 In trauma recovery, we often live in the past (what happened to me) or in the future (how do I stay safe?). This simple truth — come back to now — is where safety begins to rebuild.

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💬 “Whatever you think the world is withholding from you, you are withholding from the world.”

🌱 This one stung in the best way. I wanted peace. I wanted to be seen. But I realized I was still withholding my full presence, my voice, my love — out of fear. This was an invitation to give what I longed for.

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💬 “The primary cause of unhappiness is never the situation but your thoughts about it.”

🌱 Not victim-blaming. Not spiritual bypassing. But an invitation to separate what happened from what I now believe about myself because of it. A crucial distinction in trauma therapy.

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💬 “You are not your mind.”

🌱 This landed gently. My mind can race, panic, spiral. But I — the observer behind those thoughts — am more spacious than that. More still. More sacred.

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🌀 What I’ve Learned From the Struggle

I may never be the type to listen to an hour-long Tolle video without fidgeting. I may always prefer action, movement, rhythm. And that’s okay.

But his teachings taught me to:

• Catch the moment between breaths
• Pause in the chaos
• Let a thought pass without chasing it
• Trust that being is enough

And for someone who lived so long in survival mode, that’s a radical shift.

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📓 If You’re Like Me…

If you’ve struggled to sit still, to be slow, to quiet the internal engine — it doesn’t mean you’re not spiritual or self-aware. It means your system is still healing.

Instead of pushing yourself into forced stillness, try:

• Mindful movement
• Nature walks
• Journaling what you notice rather than trying to silence the mind
• 5-minute “now moments” rather than full meditations

Healing happens on your timeline, not Tolle’s.

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