“God’s Waiting Room” is a concept that captures a universal human truth: life is temporary, connections are fleeting, and endings — both small and large — are inevitable. While the term itself isn’t formally named in psychology, it resonates strongly across multiple disciplines and philosophies. 1. Existential Psychology Thinkers like Viktor Frankl and Irvin Yalom… Read More God’s Waiting Room: Embracing Impermanence and Meaning
When you’ve lived with decades of psychological manipulation, the most destabilising part isn’t the behaviour itself. It’s the moment you realise:This is just a continuation of the same pattern. Different setting.Different language.Same impact on your nervous system. That recognition is not bitterness.It’s pattern recognition. What Kind of Person Does This? From a trauma-informed and neuroscience perspective,… Read More “This Isn’t New — It’s the Same Game in a Different Arena”Why Long-Term Mind Games Continue After Separation
First, an important reframe: If you feel anxious, angry, hyper-alert, exhausted, or mentally foggy in this situation, you are not “going crazy.”Your nervous system is responding normally to an abnormal level of prolonged uncertainty and control. The goal is not to “stay calm.”The goal is to stay regulated enough to function and protect yourself. 1. Stop Treating This… Read More How to Deal With This Without Going Crazy(A Trauma-Informed, Neuroscience-Based Guide)
What happens when you file for divorce in 2024 and the other person says “no”?What happens when your solicitor receives no response for months?When you try to sell the house, put forward offers, and hear nothing?When “For Sale” signs are quietly removed in the night?And then—one year later—you are accused, sued, or taken to court… Read More When Divorce Becomes a Control Strategy: A Neuroscience Perspective
There are moments in healing when life feels exactly as it should — not because everything is perfect, but because everything is aligned. When things begin to fall into place without force.When you hand control over to a higher power — however you understand that — and allow yourself to soften.When effort gives way to trust.… Read More Just Being — When the Nervous System Finally Rests
This year I’ve dated more than I probably would have imagined I ever would.Some of it was too soon. Some of it was clumsy. Some of it was simply part of learning how to be human again after decades of abuse. But something unexpected also happened. I met two men who were profoundly different from… Read More When Healing Changes Who You Meet — and How It Feels
This is one of the hardest and most important transitions after long-term abuse.Distrusting calm wasn’t a flaw — it was adaptive. Now your nervous system needs help updating its rules. I’ll explain why calm felt dangerous, then how to retrain trust in it using neuroscience, not positive thinking. 1. Why calm used to feel unsafe (this matters) In abusive environments, calm… Read More Why calm felt dangerous?
Here is a clear, neuroscience-based map you can use in real time when you eventually date.This isn’t about judging people — it’s about listening to your nervous system, which now has much better data than it used to. Green vs Red Nervous-System Signals in Dating (After long-term abuse) 🟢 GREEN SIGNALS These indicate ventral vagal regulation — safety, presence, and choice. 1.… Read More Red Light vs Green Light
During abuse or chronic stress, the nervous system protects you by: Stress hormones like cortisol and adrenaline act like a kind of anesthetic. They keep grief, anger, and loss out of conscious awareness because feeling them would have been unsafe or overwhelming at the time. When calm returns: So emotions that were deferred, not resolved, finally get airtime. This isn’t… Read More 1. Calm removes the “survival anesthesia”
When someone lives for years in an abusive, unpredictable environment, the nervous system adapts for survival, not comfort. 1. Your nervous system was trained for threat, not peace Chronic abuse keeps the brain in sympathetic dominance (fight/flight) or freeze. Over time, calm becomes unfamiliar. The body learns: “Stillness = danger might be coming.” So when calm finally appears, the brain… Read More Why calm can feel unfamiliar (and even unsettling)
